I think it’s interesting how one poem can just roll down the nearual connections leading from my brain, down my arm, and all the way to my writing fingertips without really feeling like I did any work at all, when the next poem I try to write takes fifteen attempts and nearly twenty four hours of reflection in order to get a final piece I’m happy with. It’s all about inspiration. It was easy to write the first poem—about a bee stinging me—because I had gotten stung that day. Easy enough. But it is not always so easy to pull up inspiration and know what I really want to write about. Maybe the assignment was a little harder too—I don’t know. But I think it might be helpful to carry around a notebook or a piece of paper or just a pen and some skin. Then, whenever that inspiring moment hits me, I’ll have something to write it down with.
Inspiration is sometimes hard to come by. I feel that by searching too hard for it, I might lose sight of a moment that might be worth remembering. Every moment seems to fly by us so quickly, especially here at college where we are always looking forward to the next assignment that’s due, the next big party, the next time we see our long distance significant others, or whatever the case may be. I find that we as a society are always saying things like, “Hey, look at that, it’s practically
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Re: time: Hear, hear. So true! It's all part of that capitalist situation you remarked on last time: if time is money, then we'd better hurry, hurry, hurry and fill up every second. Otherwise we're the kind of lazy bastards who deserve to get kicked off the welfare rolls (or something like that). This is starting to be our attitude even for children: no unstructured time building forts out on the vacant lot! There must be play dates and activities scheduled for every hour of the day! No wonder this country spends so much money on anti-anxiety meds.
Anyway--you're right that carrying around a notebook, or even just a pen, is incredibly helpful for writing. I find that poems often come to me line by line or phrase by phrase--it's like finding the parts of a really awesome jigsaw puzzle scattered around town--I have to be ready to see and collect them, and then I get to have the fun of putting them together later. I always carry a pen, and usually a notebook, but in a pinch the backs of receipts are great places to take notes, too. (And you get to save a tree.)
It's been my experience that inspiration is a self-reinforcing circle: if I'm ready to write when I get that first flash of inspiration, then I'm just a little more likely to get that next flash. When I'm in the groove and writing a lot, everything I hear or see starts to look like it would fit in a poem. I'll get twenty flashes of inspiration a day. But then if I get distracted and stop writing for a while, I'll also stop getting those moments of inspiration. So I guess the writing practice, getting into a writing groove or having a habit of carrying a notebook plus a habit of putting your butt in the seat and freewriting for 15 minutes a day whether you're inspired or not--all of that is a way of putting yourself in the way of inspiration.
Cheers,
Theo
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